Trapped

I walked down,
The narrow streets,
Of the Evening Bazaar.
A shop caught my eyes.
In a 5 by 5 enclosure,
An enterprising young man,
Had set up a shop,
With cages all around,
There were birds,
With feathers of varying hues.
Blue, Green, Yellow,
The plumage was a feast for the eyes!

But were the birds happy?
They were scared!
Tired, hungry and angry,
Looking for someone,
To buy them and set them free,
Or probably offer grain and water,
With love, care and affection.
They conversed in low chirps.

As I stood for a while and pondered,
I wondered, am I any different?
Trapped in doing something,
For a living – without a big choice!
The SMS alert from the bank,
Every month reminding me of the EMIs,
The happiness of the salary-credit,
Being overlapped by the splitting,
Of expenses all around!

The rising medical bills,
The growing costs of grocery,
Lesser and lesser interaction,
With friends in the real world,
Being replaced by bonhomie,
On Facebook, Twitter and WhatsApp.
I wonder!! How elegantly I am trapped!!!

A vicious cycle is this –
That has no signs of redemption.
When was the last time,
I smiled honestly, without fear or pain?
When was the last time,
I attended a social event,
Without worrying about the ticking clock,
And the long commute home??
When was the last time,
I stopped worrying about an aged parent?

The mountain of worries and fears,
Piles one upon the other.
Neither is there peace within,
Nor confidence outside!
Like a wolf caught in the glare,
Of powerful headlights from an SUV,
I stand dazed on an icy path,
In the treacherous forest path!

As the clock keeps ticking,
I continue to question my choices,
Of having let go of opportunities,
Of having accepted challenges,
Of realizing that nothing,
Nothing at all matters,
And one is only as good,
As the last published post!

This urge to break free,
To bid goodbye,
To this false sense of security,
Is rising, the head throbs,
There is this intense frustration,
That builds into a castrated rage,
That seeks an outlet of release!

I am trapped, well and truly trapped!
And that’s the only truth!!
That’s the only truth!!
Perhaps, tomorrow, may offer hope!
Hope is the only emotion,
That offers comfort of any sort!
Hope is a good thing,
Despite being brutally trapped,
Hope is a good thing!

Matrikas – Creative Woman’s Journal – Feather Series – Product Review

I signed up for Matrikas’ Second Blogger Outreach Programme titled – “Scribble your Heart Away”. I received this beautiful journal that’s designed specifically for the ‘creative woman’. I received the courier promptly and gleefully unwrapped the thoughtfully and carefully  packed journal. Matrikas is a sub-brand of SFA Print.

About SFA Print:

“SRINIVAS GROUP has more than 47 years of experience in printing field. It was founded in 1964 by R.Vivekanandan along with his brothers as a print trading company dealing with print production of labels to textile mills, fireworks and match industry. SFA Print (P) Ltd launched in 2011 , rejuvenated with fresh ideas, strong leadership and visionary direction has carved a niche for itself through commitment to integrity and quality with a perfect symbiosis between the highest parameters of printing technology and creative implementation. The Company has become a leader in the acquisition of the most sophisticated printing presses, finishing and bindery in India. Today, with the cutting-edge technology and equipment, SFA Print (P) Ltd is able to give its national and global clients, products that surpass world class benchmark in quality and style in commercial printing, packaging and Bindery.”

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Now the word ‘journal’ has suddenly become fashionable, people across the world are getting bitten by the ‘bullet-journal’ bug. It is essentially listing down your goals and how you go about achieving them with day-to-day / hour-by-hour inputs. Some of these elegantly designed journals go up to Rs 3000 and Rs 4000 in cost. Here we have a lovely Indian company SFA Print that has been a pioneer in the printing and paperworks industry coming out with their wonderful take on ‘journals’ via their sub-brand Matrikas.

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See the elegant design the feather embossed in gold in a lovely auspicious red fabric tint cover. Looks fit for a queen!! The printed description within that covers the specifications.IMG_20170507_202013_HDR

The journal is solidly built and has the perfect mix of durability and elegance. The paper is thick and the ink does not smudge or create and impression on the next page. What I loved most are the pull-out art pages with doodles and designs that offer a wonderful opportunity for an adult to de-stress by colouring. See a couple of art sheets below:

I have always admired lady novelists, be it everyone’s first brush in childhood – Enid Blyton or the Queen of Crime – Agatha Christie or Sivasankari – closer home in Tamil Nadu, I have always felt that women convey both love and pain with much greater honesty and clarity.

Are you an aspiring novelist? Do you love writing poems? Are you keen to begin bullet journalling? Do you love to colour? If you tick all these boxes then you should definitely buy this journal from Matrikas.

Z for Ice Station Zebra

Imagine you are in a submarine, you are supposed to reach the icy top of the world before the Russians do and there is a saboteur in your ranks in the submarine. Based on Alistair Mc’ Lean’s pulsating novel of the same name. The movie directed by John Sturges, produced by MGM with an all star cast headlined by Rock Hudson released in 1968 and was a decent box-office success that built on the psychological fears of the Cold War era.

Watch the trailer here:

 

Those who love watching spy/army thrillers and don’t mind a bit of rambling dialogue and old school special effects will love the movie though it makes significant alterations from the original novel.

The movie is a good watch on a rainy evening, with a glass of single malt and something spicy and crunchy to eat! 🙂 🙂 🙂

And with that dear readers this exercise in vanity, a race against a deadline and artificial ego-boosting on knowledge of cinema is done 🙂 Whosoever read my posts – thanks!

A shout-out to Miss Shri Abirami who blogs at – https://astrogogal.wordpress.com/ and featured me along with other stellar bloggers at the half-way mark. Thank you Abi!

Other leading lights who have blogged with great panache, passion and dedication and whose posts I loved reading are:

Dhivya Balaji

Rajathilagam

Mokkai Mannan VSR aka Gils the Great!

Kavya Janani

Nandhini

Kishor

Megha

Sylvian

Sneha

Good luck friends! Make a great May 2017 ahead!

Y for Young Sherlock Holmes

Before RDJ and Jude Law made Sherlock Holmes ubercool on celluloid and Mr. Benedict C.; became a superstar on television and then to cinema, a movie came out in 1985. It re-imagined the Holmes-Watson friendship by putting them together in boarding school. Written by Chris Columbus, directed by Barry Levinson and produced by Amblin Entertainment the movie is a well-written and directed mystery.

We see the murders of prominent people, resulting out of eerie hallucinations. Who is the murderer? What have the members of the boarding school got to do with these murders? How does Holmes become the detective? Does he solve the case with Watson?

Watch the movie for answers! YouTube has scattered videos and dubious click-bait web-links – search for a good torrent. See the trailer below:

 

X for Mr.X in Bombay

In the 60s Kishore Kumar had a remarkable stint as an actor and worked in a number of reasonably successful movies that blended his comic flair and good songs to provide a safe bet for the producer. Mr. X in Bombay released in 1964 and was directed by Shantilal Soni starring Kishore Kumar, Kumkum and  Madan Puri in principal roles.

The movie has a bit of science fiction as we see a scientist creating a potion that leads to a death. Then there is a love story between the scientist’s daughter and the hero. Hero is eliminated by the villain, but hero returns and gets the heroine and the villain is punished. How does all this happen?? Watch the movie 🙂 There is an invisibility potion in the movie 🙂 that plays a key role 🙂

W for Waqt

‘Waqt’ means Time – a classic BR Chopra produced blockbuster with a stellar starcast, sample the names – Raaj Kumar, Rehman, Balraj Sahni, Saadhana, Sharmilla Tagore, Sunil Dutt, Shashi Kapoor. Directed by Yash Chopra, the movie released in 1965 and broke all collection records at the time. The movie starts in a celebratory mode as we meet a prosperous businessman Lala Kedarnath played by Balraj Sahni his wife and three young boys and there’s a classic song in true festive mood.

Then an earthquake hits the town at night and there’s complete chaos as everyone is separated. The first child Raju lands up at an orphanage, the second boy Raju is adopted by a rich couple who find him lost and crying in the streets, the last child Vijay is with his mother Lakshmi. Lala Kedarnath is a broken man and seeks to rebuild his fortune.

We then follow each of the young boys growing up into smart men – Raju becomes a brilliant thief – oozing charm and class and is portrayed with panache by Raaj Kumar, Ravi played by Sunil Dutt is an advocate/lawyer and his engagement is called off when his unknown parentage and religion comes up. Vijay played by Shashi Kapoor is a driver in love with Sharmilla Tagore Ravi’s foster sister.

The movie with brilliant writing looks at how fate/kismat – works at every stage and moulds one’s life and at the end all the knots are conveniently untied and Lala Kedarnath and his family re-unite. Watch the movie for Raaj Kumar’s brilliant dialogues, amazing songs tuned by Ravi and a stellar show by all the characters.

 

V for VanjiKottai Valiban

Vanjikottai Valiban – The youth from the Vanji Fort

Another gem from SS Vasan with kings, queens, princesses, fights, wars, brooding, evil villains and love, romance, comedy and swashbuckling sword-fights – Vanjikottai Valiban was a blockbuster. Inspired by the Count of Monte Cristo, the movie stars Gemini ganeshan, Padmin, Vijayanthi Mala and PS Veerappa.

Watch the movie: